you know i wouldn't be allowed access to the net if i were home at this hour.

i'm over at baby's place and i've just finished watching this unrealistic hour plus long chick-rom-com, with baby sleeping just 20mins into the show. well, so i continued watching, yes, alone in front of the com. oh, it's '50 first dates', i forgot to mention.

has been out duper long ago and i somehow recalled watching it but guess i fell aslp way at the front too. it's boring at the start, pace being slow with all the repetitions and there isn't even subtitles. but, the crux starts on the 2nd disc.

i mean, who'd really wanna spend their time recovering the memory of some random girl for such a long period of time, taking the time and effort to make her fall in love with him every single day!
the sad part was when she initiated a breakup, sometime after his brilliant idea of making her rmb stuffs everyday just by looking at videos. and she took out her journal, where she penned down every single thought just before she went to sleep every night. and in order to forget him(knowing that he has dreams to fulfil), they sat down together, tore out pages with memories of him in it and started burning it.

put it in real life, how many of you out there can actually bear taking out your old stuffs and throw it away. if you wanna know, i never did it too.
it's a personal space, and i'm glad baby respect that. i appreciate it, him to the extent of being magnanimous enough to ask me to change the stuffs into a newer box while tidying my room. it's something we respect, i believe couples should. and his past love letters(he has loads of them!), there's still one or two he wouldn't allow me to read, and i respect that too.

continue, to the end of the show, the girl had a room full of the guy's portrait and when he asked if she knew him, she said no but dreamt of him every night.
something to ponder upon; i guess we will never really know our existence in the eyes of others. like, my password has got something to do with my crush wayyyyyyyyy back in pri sch and it haven't changed since(cause i'm too lazy to think of a new one actually). i'm glad that i used it then, it does serves as a memory to the younger days. and i'm sure he isn't aware of it too, duh, it's my password.


well, the skinny pig is far far away into dreamland(yes, even though i'm typing non-stop with the white lights on!), and not adding that he has already slept so much this afternoon lah.

anw, jiayou to those taking chinese paper later, it's the last one alr!!
and i've got trng too, so ms xz, yes your wish is granted that i can't have 4 ful days of rest, bleah!

off to sleep too, nights ppl!